All the things I miss

when checkers first opened

the blue striped couch at dave and jean's

all day in the booth

lenny and robyn on the PA

singing in the dark to no one

songs I only know the beginning to

nicole in shaw plaza

morning french

guitars with wes and tuller squared

music by the pottery wheels

evening in the breezeway after a concert

a practice room and headphones

sex in the music library

in the back of my truck

walker bitch living next door and bringing a birthday cake for dessert at quenten's

chris is gay

beer bottles on the crown molding

lunch with little boat

a hat and umbrella

smokes in the lounge between studios

end of crew loading dock

the fan in the upstairs window

mimi laughing at morphine

blanco's falafel by camp stove, in a fogged out A7

leaving the rope from the window

a quarter bag after new years, sick on the couch, jackson at my feet

christmas trees and spongebob

northern exposure no commercials a pack of reds and tall icehouse

buckets of chicken and car parts'

400 some odd bottles of bad table wine

the new four track and the the duck lamp

discs in the back yard doing laundry

fucking caroline in your bed

a kiss on top of pe

honey on your crotch and wearing your underwear

secret phone calls and home made cards

stroking your leg and the ceramic buffalo

footsie at 247

johnny smoke sitting at my desk

or figuring dip switches

a new office and chips chair

erin's comic shop

hours at selector

music with phil

darts

sunday morning hang over pizza bong dairy queen basketball

a red phone under glass

hiding from paula

living with vaughn

painting schaffer stoned

breakfast with paul

say ra's angelic face

troy's watery ant solution

jason and trans am

j-ho's fire pit, beer in a cooler

church with meredeth and mimi

falling for a bull dyke set to allison krauss with baconated mac and cheese

jim beam and pepsi

finding vern asleep on our porch

a wall of molsen golden

and ward living at howard's

building that garage

beer from jay's

and a montery cheese steak

sam's thesis show

drafting in the ice, with an ounce

saved by our movie star friend ezra

even if troy threw up in the back yard

shrooming with john and the baptists

bloody christ and all

6 8's and a nutcracker, scooter's last stand

katie and luke, mirror on my bar

a dwarf christmas tree

backer's club before intermission

opening night, all the shrimp and chicken nuggets you can eat

pearl's nose in my face

and sitting next to elizabeth

Chinese hotel waking up with Sarissa

bi ju with john

joe's containers of comics

and the pile of mail on our table

moving you to Tallahassee

sex on a wicker couch

the day you came home and our special place

watching tv in the bedroom with pizza

moving in day in the rain

opening all our presents after

surprise birthday parties

joe and ginny

microwave popcorn, old granddad

the voice of west virginia

living in little house

the faucet that always dropped

skipping class to get drunk with ray

mcguire's with the smartest man I ever met

i learned chords from you

and the jew at the beach after graduation and 15 shots

missing jennifer

back of the bus under her shirt

a box full of letters

d. mcmanus

31 May 2010

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